ME ♥
AND IM CRAZY HOPELESSLY MADLY IN LOVE WITH
TIMMY ♥
THE BEST GIRL FRIEND ; ROZA ♥
THE BEST EX BF EVER ; ADAM BOLA ♥
THE BEST GUY FRIEND ; MARCO ♥
THE BEST FATHER EVER ; JASSER ♥
THE OTHER BEST GUY FRIEND ; YUN WEI ♥
THE BEST UNTAH FRIEND EVER ; RIS ISMAEL ♥
THE TRIO'S ♥
THE OTHER TRIOS'S ♥
DEFINE LOVE [28 11 09] ♥
I AM DIYANA HASSIM I LOVE EM PEEPS ABOVE SUPER HELL MUCH.YOURE IN MY TERRIOTY SO, MUTUAL RESPECT IS NEEDED HERE [MY TAGGED] -> http://www.tagged.com/ballstoyou and [MY FACE BOOK] -> WILL PUT IT UP SOON

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THANKS EH ALIMAN THE MARIO
HAHAHAHHAHAH
"DIDI CHANGE HOW MANY BF"
HAHAHAHAHAHA
I TOTALLY DID A PIG FLIP AFTER I READ THAT SIA
LOL
SEDEHNYE AKU
D:
HAHAHHAHHA

HELLO
MY PARENTS ARE OFFICIALY SICK AND TIRED OF ME COMING HOME LATE
AND THEY MADE A DEAL
SO THIS IS THE DEAL
FUCKING LAME CAN
-_-





THE THREE MONTH OF 'NO CURFEW' TRIAL

1. MUST NOT PLAY TRUANCY
2. MUST NOT LEAVE CLASS BEFORE TIME OF DISMISSAL
3. TO GET AT LEAST 3 GPA
4. TO DRESS RESPECTABLY AND NOT LIKE IM GOING CLUBBING
5. TO PRAY DURING MAGRHRIB TIME IF IM OUT FIND A MOSQUE AND PRAY .-_-.I ALMOST FLIPPED HEARING THAT
   
6. TO EAT PROPER MEALS
7. TO GET A JOB
8. TO PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS
9. TO NOT RETALIATE WHEN TEACHERS TALK TO ME
10. TO NOT SLEEP IN CLASS
11. TO TELL HER WHERE AND WHO IM WITH
12. LASTLY TO GO FOR SOME SYARAHAN(RELIGIOUS THING) WITH DAD ON SUNDAY MORNS -_-
    

FUCKING HELL.IF I FOLLOW ALL THIS FOR 3 MONTHS I WIILL HAVE NO CURFEW FOREVER
IF I FAIL TO COMPLY TO ALL THIS SHITASSHOLIC "RULES AND REGULATIONS" I WILL HAVE NO CURFEW PROLLY TILL MY DYING DAY AND PROLLY DIE A SPINSTER/VIRGIN -_-
FUCK A DUCK,SERIOUSLY
BUT FOR NOW
MOM SAID ON FRI,SAT AND SUN I CAN COME HOME AT 9PM
SO WHOEVER WANTS TO GO OUT WITH ME BEFORE MY MOM TAKE BACK HER WORDS
YOU HAVE TILL NINE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
CHIMAI

i need to shop
i need to shop
i need to shop
i need a job to shop
i need a job to shop
i need a job to shop
mom is not sponsering me clothes cause she;s pissed at me
what a bummer
i hate working
i cant work
but i need to
okay,stop whining diyana
-_-
anyways
met baby yesterday,he sent me home
awwwwwwwwwwwwww
while waiting for baby i met father jasser
i love father jasser because his the best father cum bestie ever
:D
HAHAHAH
den he got to meet baby
:))))
and i mis baby aLready
):::::



i feel as shitty as ever now
D:
i disappointed baby
sigh
prolly the four day gap of not meeting changed me?
i dunno
i still love baby super much
and i still care
when you said you din know me anymore
my heart just sank like a gazillion feet down
D:
i din mean to say what i did
and i take it all back
and i cant wait to meet baby in like 2 hours time
gawd
his gonna send me all the way home though he ends camp at 5
what more can i ask frm a bf
his just perfect
everything i wanted in a guy
and i believe not meeting you everyday,will make us grow closer
gawd,i miss him so ffffinggg much
baby i love you so much
im sorry if ive been diff lately
im sorry for being a bitch
a bad gf
but i promise i;ll change
we;ll both work hand in hand
:D

Labels: misses timmy real bad

STOP APPEARING AND REAPPEARING IN MY LIFE
YOURE SO DAMN OBLIVIOUS OF WHATS GOING ON
ITS LIKE ONE DAY YOURE HERE AND THE NEXT YOURE GONE

and i couldn even get the outstanding sleep of which ive been craving for
i laid back and stared blankly at the ceiling for hours and hours
seconds turn to mins,
mins turn to hours
and the more i keep thinking of it
the more tears start brimming in my eyes
and at this point
i feel like a useless emo fuck typing all this shit now
HAHAHAHAHA
i miss baby
i miss him so fucking much
im not used to not meeting more then 2 days gap in between
dog shit to ns like seriously
i have to get use to it
imma call yunwei now
bye

inevitably,

there is an ebb and glow in all walks of life,

be it in work,life,and love.

people have good days and bad days.

your enthusiasm for what youre doing waxes and wanes.

they say that the longest journey starts with a single step,

and logically speaking,when you take that step

you are nearer your destination.

thus each subsequent stey takes you further and the gap separating you from the finish is always diminishing.

nevertheless, as time goes by, it tapers off, more and more,

unitl it finally peters out entirely

its ofthen only when you have begun that you realize,

the full extent of its complexity.

to change the metaphor, dipping your toe is no real guide.

it is only when you tkae the plunge that you realize,

how freezing cold the water is.

you sit back and ponder,

all the difficulties mounted and all your problems proliferated.

evertyhing is still escalating.

the only thing that is dwindling are our energy and self confidence,

which ironically,im lack off.

but sometimes,just sometimes,

when youre at your lowest ebb,

things begin to turn in your favour.

the thin strand of hope we;ve been living on,

continues unabated,

and we know we would get there eventually.

cause no one,

no one,would ever

or,can ever pull us apart

how strong our love stands

how indefinite it is

i will always cherish,
i will always love you baby

and forever i will

:)
28 11 09



and gawd i miss them both
cash,take care since youre in for 3 weeks remand
i hope you get a lighter sentence
D:
hakim
just be patient
and i hope youll be a changed boy when youre out
and when youre both out
you know i;ll always be waiting
for you two monkeys
:))))))




it just doesn feel right
it just doesn feel right
it just doesn feel right
denial
its different
youre different
why does it feel so wrong and yet so right
cause i thought 5 mths is enough to keep my mind of it
of you
fuck
what hurts bad
it didn mean a single thing to you
it dint
i placed you at the edge of every of my memory chip in my brain
and yet it failed to work
it failed
i failed terribly
while you have your jolly ass good time over there
youre like a fly that i cant flick away
fucking fly
i hope you get smack right in the face
i;ll get my share one day
i will






WAH AHHAH I WANT THAT COLOR BACK.CHIMAI~~~~~~~~~~
HAHAHA CHIBAI
MY HAIR WEN I FORGOT HOW OLD LA
LIKE SOME SMALL BOY SIOL
HAHAHAH


HI THIS IS A VOMBAT
I WANT TO KEEP THIS IN MY HOUSE WHEN IM OLD
WHEN I SLEEP I WILL HUG THIS VOMBAT VERY THIGHTLY
I PROMISE TO LOOK AFTER THIS VOMBAT
I PROMISE TO FEED HIM WHATEVER HE WANTS
I PROMISE TO GIVE HIM LOVE AND TENDER CARE
I PROMISE TO THROW HIM AROUND LIKE A BALL IN THE CLOUD
PLEASE GET ME A VOMBAT
THANK YOU
BABY SAID WHEN WE GET MARRIED WE CAN KEEP A VOMBAT IN OUR APPARTMENT
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
SEE MY BABY IS SO SUPPORTIVE OF THIS
I BET HE DOESN EVEN KNOW HOW ON EARTH A VOMBAT LOOKS LIKE TO BEGIN WITH
HAHAHAHA

hi
im bored
my maid is singin im a barbie girl
omg
everyones playing gta
and i am so bored
baby;s at a wedding and
im bored
and im bored
chatting with taufik,baby;s friend
fucking funny can
HAHAHAHHAHA
IM LIKE FREAKIN LAUGHING MY ASS OFF LIKE ONE DOG
k enuf
i miss baby
D:



yesterday went school for less den an hour and left
to meet baby
HAHAHAHA
since he managed to get half day leave
yay
:D
met him at tamp inter
and proceded to his house next
and omg his niece is soooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeee
her eyes were so round and big
like this
(O)(O)
right,that doesn even look anything similar to her eyes
HAHAAH
k den watched tv
and we saw loads of pretty girls on tv
happy2
my daily dosage of pretty girls
:D
den adam bola and his friend came over for lunch
they all ate while i plomped myself on the sofa and drited away to lala land
and i forgot to mention
adam bola's stomach
HAHAHAHAHA
its jutting out like a ball
so fuhreaking cute can
k enuf
so zZzZz
went home at six
:D
and i won get to meet baby for 2 days
):
or more
whatever

yesterday
met baby and adam bola at buangkok mrt station
goodness
wait for them like waiting for the cows to come home
-_-
cause adam bola busy dancingin his room with his boxers on
and taking freaking forever just to choose what to wear
so blah3
headed to vivo
walked around
snapped photos
upload later
cam with dad
TSK
and im meetin baby again today
yay
baby,even after the long talk i had with parents yesterday
nothing is ever gonna change my feelings towards you
and i promise i won ever leave you
i love you too much
but at this point
i stare at pointblanc and wonder to myself
will this ever last?
we will work together and prove it to my parents that we can succeed in life
and my ass is vibrating like one dog one cause their drilling the wall in the next class
-_-
anyway,as i was saying
nothing can ever tear us apart
i love you
and you love me
what else is there that we;re lacking of right sayang?
gawd i cant wait to meet you







gawd. ive never been this in love before the feeling is fuhreaking awesome :) baby sent me home today and i enjoyed every single moment of it i love baby and i love you more den anythign else in the world and i wished i could be in your arms forever i love every little thing about you your smell your touch your tats your everything i just love your company so much it feels weird skipping a day meeting you and youve gotta go back to camp on fri gawd im gonna miss you like a graysee bee D: but whatever it is we;ll do everything to hold on together right? :) i love you muhammad yazid bin abdul samat so so so so so so so so much *hugs